Nothing New
Have I mentioned just how much I hate writing these posts? I hate them. Every bit of them. Mainly because I find myself busy enough with life. After all I work 40+ hours each week. Add in my travel time (two days a week I'm in the city), taking care of my son, cleaning/cooking (because lets face it, I'm busy), and guess what, I'm at the gym almost every day for 2 hours a day. The last thing that I want to do is sit here and write my blog. I mean, I can be painting my nails and watching them dry in this time! But here I am, another week in and I'm writing. Now, my scale hasn't changed in 2 weeks. At all. Not a single budge. And I cannot begin to tell you how frustrating this is. When you put so much effort and work into something to not see a damn change, it really gets to you. It hurts in ways that I don't think people would understand. I take a lot of pride into my fitness. I've been working really hard at it. Two hours. Thats two hours ev...